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2010-12-08T06:12:00.001-08:00

Turn the lights out, in the light house,
I saw you coming,
Felt the ship wreck
Saw the wreckage, i heard you yelling,
Just a mess when i saw your reflection in the sand,
Wondering where you were washed up,
Or i ran to the water, Mmmmm,
i can put my hands down in it,
But I won't bring nothing up,
Sitting at the shore all day, waiting on the tide to come

But you can't hold on to water
It fills you up but never stays
It's only good to wash away, today
And your loving me like water
Your slippin' through my fingers such
A natural disaster love
Bringing on the flood, the flood
Love me like a flood, a flood
Bring it on

Stay tonight out, by the beach house, it's all so quiet
Lit a candle candle, by the window, so you might find it
Hope you know you'll always have a place to call your home
Still, I can't help but think, I could have saved you from drowning,
Ohhh, oh,
I can put my hands down in it, yeah,
But I won't bring nothing up,
Sitting on the shore all day
Just waiting on the tide to come,

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/the-flood-lyrics-cheryl-cole.html ]

But you can't hold on to water,
It fills you up but never stays,
It's only good to wash away,
Today and your loving me like water,
You're slipping through my fingers touch,
Natural disaster love, bringing on the flood,
The flood,
Love me like a flood, the flood,
Bring it on,

I knew the waves were icy, when i felt them all retreating,
Went to take a dive in the deep end,
Oh, what was i thinking?

But you can't hold on to water,
It fills you up but never stays,
It's only good to wash away,
Today and your loving me like water,
You're slipping through my fingers touch,
Natural disaster love, bringing on the flood,
The flood,
Love me like a flood, the flood,
Bring it on,
Ohohohoh Ohohohoh
Rising and falling in my dreams,
Rising and the falling of my tears that fill the ocean, (the ocean, the ocean)

2010-11-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

Lesson learnt:Treasure what you have,never take anyone around you for granted.for all you know they might leave you one day.RIP 6th uncle i know you are in a better place with no illness and pain i will always remember you and your wide smile.舅舅好走.

2010-11-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

Recently i came to a point to realized that i much i hate changes.I know change is inevitable yet sometimes i just wished that all good things will stop at where it is.Change might not be a bad thing but some people just change for the worst instead of better.As i grew i realized a lot of my friends had change so much,for good or for worst well i aint anyone to judge that,just thinking how scary changes can be."O"level is coming to the end,whatever the results is i will be satisfied because i knew i put in my 100% already.Gotta look for a job during this long holidays god i cant stand being at home with my mom who is capable to nag whole day and seriously whoever who can put up with her for a month at home is god.I mean i dont know what the hell happen to her,she is always losing her temper the smallest thing,pfft.gaaaaaaaaaaa so many things i wanna do after my last paper,shopping babehh!!Gonna get new clothes bags and stuff,next watch BPL till i drop!!!!LIVERPOOL FC FTW!!!:D and of course meet up with my friends to hangout especially my RSNPCC gang!LOL sound so mafia but no worries we are all good kids!!hahaaha ok bye!:D

Love The Way You Lie Part 2 Lyrics

[Rihanna]
On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]

[Rihanna]
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin' up
in smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/love_the_way_you_lie_part_2_lyrics_rihanna.html
run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
that we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
this house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
with you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

2010-09-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/teenage-dream-lyrics-katy-perry.html ]

The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight X6)

Yoooouuu
You make me feel like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Noooooo

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So (ohhhh) take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight X6)

2010-09-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

My last blog entry just mention disasters and today i heard about a massive earthquake that hits Christchurch,NZ.God bless those victims.Went to visit granny with mommy and sis today,she aged a lot:( but she is so funny when she talk:D Bought some clothes and fulfil my craving for koi(hehehe i really like their drink)Home-ed and i have no motivation to study AT ALL when O level is approaching like real soon==holy Jesus i really think i excel in procasination out of so many aspects of my life.That's really bad because i am hungry for good results!arghhh......jeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.I AM SO FAT NOW:((!i need to lose some weight seriously!Though i am really excited for the events i have after o level!!!!!!!!PROM!;DDD,job and HK trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehehehe meanwhile i just gotta keep my head in the books:( and np peeps if u are reading this when are we having a outing/bbq/chalet or something?

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEYONCE!!!THE SINGING DIVA OF ALL TIMES!

2010-09-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

Nature/man created disaster everywhere:( *sight*It just dawn upon me that i am so lucky to me where i am. when i see live footage from the news showing disaster happening from all corners of the world,my heart sank for awhile,because people lost almost everything,in war torn/nature disaster zone lives are lost,people lost their loved ones and the home that they spend decades to built,gone in just a split second.As though that is not enough,life makes it even more cruel for those victims because theses victims witness all these happening and these events will only leave nothing but painful memories haunting them for life.Life is always unfair,i see little kids from 3rd world countries suffering from poverty,lacking an education,treated as cheap slave labors,not getting proper health care and young girls being sold as sex slaves.Truthfully i admire the kids because of the courage the had to work hard to survive some even need to support their family at a tender age,the motivation they had to have a better life ahead.I wish i could do a little to help them which of course right now i cant,but i guess in the near future when i am financial independent i will.Teenagers like us who are fortunate to be able to live in a peaceful country,and parents giving us a good education and good lives without us lifting a finger.We should actually count our blessing everyday seriously if we meet with a difficult situation always think of the courage that these kids have,never give up.So much things to do recently,with big exams coming up i guess i have to shelves my plans of dedicating myself to humanitarian work and focus on the exams.Readers might think i am mad,why do i want to dedicate myself to humanitarian work when i could do so much other fun stuff at my age,reason is simple i love the smile on people face,these smiles always makes me happy and motivate to do more humanitarian work or cip.tsk so much to do yet so Little time:(

2010-07-30T20:12:00.001-07:00

life has been good recently other than prelims making it suck.Well well,the upcoming two weeks is fantastic, next week gonna be a awesome week for me,with prelims ending next week,meeting up with YL to get present a wedding present for our cousin and then fri attend her wedding:),next next week gonna be a total blast because i would be meeting up with np peeps,i swear i miss them like hell!love to be around them because they are awesome people!Recently i have be taunted by the concept call "future",when we were young,every second we just wish we can grow up fast but as a teen now,gosh "O" levels is consistently making me freak out as i had never been good in science and math you see and getting into a good course in poly would be so hard.Been thinking about a lot of "what if",what if i flunk my Os and end up in ite,what if i could not get into a poly good course,what if my close friends and i drift more apart as we set on our own path in life,just lots of what iFs.This is officially scary but meanwhile i gotta stop thinking about all these stuff and get my head into books so that this "what ifs"wont occur,so people say action speaks louder than words,to honor my words(i always procasinate when it comes to studies) so i am going to get my ass to mos burger and mug!TOODLES!oh yes "parachute"has become my favorite song!love it!

Cheryl Cole
Parachute lyrics
I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall (down)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

2010-06-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

if only i could rant everything here:/ rather upset and dissapointed now:/

2010-06-20T09:53:00.000-07:00

ok so this is how it goes,i wanna to blog but i have no idea what to blog==awesome! iso i guess impromptu is the only way.ok so greyson chance followed me at twitter but Justin bieber have not yet:/ sad sad.Asked to do some ridiculous stuff on fb,done it and the person who ask me to do it,c'mon ur intention is so clear if you wanna prank people think of better ideas please=.=ok i hate that school holidays are coming to the end,that sucks!!!!gagagaga and lastly this world cup is meant for underdogs seriously so many upset.ok done!

2010-06-11T10:05:00.000-07:00

A Motivational story about Positive Thinking

by: Unknown

Read this, and let it really sink in... Then, choose how you start your day tomorrow...

Jerry is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant.

The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.

I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. “The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "...the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man.'

I knew I needed to take action." " What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'"

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything.

Positive thinking the the first step towards a happy life.

Attitude is everything

If everyone applies just these, the whole world will live in happiness.

Inspirational love stories - Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

2010-06-07T05:27:00.001-07:00

Watched MTV movie award live this morning,man that is doped seriously!Why i love it?oh well go catch it yourself,it's gonna make you LAUGH OUT LOUD!yes really LOL.Speaking about LOL,it's means laugh out loud but many of times we don't so the word LOL is used when people is kinda speechless or seriously have no idea of what to reply.
Oh well,this year is definitely happening many stuff happen but i came to realized learning to forgive and forget really makes us happier,well i am not saying this quote because of zillion people saying this but experience tells me that.Bitches,douchbag,bastard or whatever shit around us well just treat them as a life lesson and thank them for just making you stronger and widening your horizon instead of whining why they happen to appear around us.I seen my fair share of people who make up my life experience,good or bad side i thank you so much because i learnt so much from you guys,to those people who has been kind to me,i really love and cherish every single one of you ,for those whom unfortunately that i cant get along with,well u let know that relationship cant be forced and well once a bridge has broken it's never gonna be fixed again."LIVE","LOVE"and "LAUGH" life is simple isn't it?Of course undergoing all those terrible experience is no good because obviously it's horrific but because of that i realized FAMILY,RSNPCC peeps(lingmei,audrey,huiting,peishwen,ziling,melody,tanay,weihong,chinpang and kaiyuan),amnada,priscilla,yanrong,shihwee,tavin,chwanrong and of course others who love me,is all i need not a zillion of "friends" who you happen to be acquittance with me.Friends are people whom stood by you during tough times,laugh like mad with you to share your joy,someone whom your can pour your unhappiness and share your woes,stood by you no matter how other people see you and i am thankful i got them.Ok a very random long post

2010-05-26T03:04:00.000-07:00

SAW THIS!?? haha yea was so happy to see tha ellen degenres followed me on twitter!!!!!!!hahaha ok i am nuts but still super happy can!!wakaka i just cant stop grining ear to ear now!!!

2010-05-22T06:04:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR THIS WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH...haha baby singing justin bieber "baby"

2010-05-17T03:06:00.000-07:00

Honestly i could care less what you think,everything i post is from my perspective and ask yourself will you be happy if i text to you in CAPITAL letter with unkind words?seriously no offense and like what you said just move on and forget about everything and yes i am doing that,and let's just not pick a quarrel even the fact we are not friends now okay?

2010-05-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

I give up,totally not gonna try again since i tried to salvage everything but it's seem unappreciated and the response given by the person to me is totally RUDE,yes RUDE.I shall move on i got more things in my life that i should be more concern about,studies and people whom love me. Seriously why am i letting a moron who do not appreciate my friendship making me upset ,it's definitely not worth it,and losing this friendship i have no regrets because i tried everything and she is just a stubborn mule which i can't do anything about that and all i wanna say is thank you so much for your "kind words"and let's just end this with no bad blood.Alright a little update about me,if you are interested,well school is totally bored as usual(=.=)met up with lingmei on Friday had a really great chat and kinda enlighten me in some stuff,sat met up with sally to do some studying and today went out with mom and sis,did some shopping and dine out and home-ed.And yes!A BIG BIG CONGRATULATION to my cousin and her husband to the arrival of their new baby today!

2010-05-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

Doing the usual blog hopping and i came across this post that kaiyuan post that i thought is really interesting,so i decided to reblog it,it goes like that.
The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What’s that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating…

…and you finish off as an orgasm.

”
— George Carlin (via quote-book) (via gisellemari) (via happythings) (via poeticheartache

2010-05-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

Is committing suicide a trend now?Seriously,in the world there are hundreds and thousands of people struggling to stay alive,wanting to live on to be with their loved ones and doing things they want.However there is another bunch of people who are totally SELFISH,when they met with trouble or something they could not handle they took their own lives,leave happily and leave the pain of losing them to people who love them to endure.These people are downright cowards,they avoid problems instead of facing and solving them.If there are people who could put up a fight with cancer or whatever "BIG"thing i do not understand why people choose to end their lives over little things.Problems are created to let us solve and learn in order to grow,it's the process of life,millions went through it,survived and died peacefully but people now days just make silly decision over little problem.However is not entirely their fault,as friends or family,we could actually help to prevent these tradegy.Asia cultures are more reserve and hence people tend not to tell people they love they care about them by just saying "I love you" to them to remind them that they are actually loved or just a simple hug and even notes.Many never realized the importance of these simple gesture may just save a life or will have any huge impact on a person live.Perhaps we should seriously show "out"our concern to the people you love other than just hiding and i am sure the world is gonna be a better place.:D

2010-04-13T03:42:00.001-07:00

Miley Cyrus - I Hope You Find It Lyrics and Video :-

These clouds aren't going nowhere, baby
Rain keeps coming down
I just thought I'd try to call you, baby
For you got too far outta town
And I hope that you get this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?
Last words that I said
But that was nothing but a broken heart talkin', baby
You know that's not what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com/2010/03/miley-cyrus-i-hope-you-find-it-lyrics.html

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it
Whatever it is out there that you were missing here

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking you
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
No, no, no
And I hope you find it
I hope you find it
Mmm,
Ooh.

Read more: http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com/2010/03/miley-cyrus-i-hope-you-find-it-lyrics.html#ixzz0kyYwIyJb

2010-04-10T08:42:00.002-07:00

Alrights,stress and other problems,not gonna talk about it,it's long term stuff anyway.
Well today basically went sentosa with peeps,train-ed there and settle down at siloso beach.We went to the water did all kind of funny stuff,did the cheer leading thing which i think only huiting successfully jump on ky back...LOL JELLY FISH ALERT from the life guard,got out of the water,showered and went to RWS.We took the tram to RWS,as usual did our trademark action,camwhoring:D.train-ed to vivo, met miss chew,miss mak and miss tan,had dinner together,did some crapping and gossiping,went around camwhoring again.I left early cause mom called:( they stayed there.Photos will be uploaded to fb later on.Enjoyed myself and i realized i ate nothing but bread today!LOL

Reached home,on my pc,went online and rahayu ask me to see her post.After seeing her post it definitely warms my heart and really feel so appreciated and kinda guilty for not attending POP today.All i wanna say is,throughout working with my sec4s,from when are cadets then CLs,there are ups and down moments but that's parts and parcel of life.I am so proud of them, and really honored to have a chance to help and nurtured them. l learned a great deal of things from them too,Time really flies,now everyone of us had step down,lets work together for our national exams,to the 4NATT student,all the best to you guys to guiding your juniors and definitely for the first few months time is gonna be rough as u guys are gonna miss your squad mates really badly.haha Npcc is always gonna be a big part of life and i will never ever forget what i learn and gain there,though at times i might have complains so that guy who likes to judge me so much and find trouble with me ,stop being a ugly pedi loser,you are a total jackass,cause u cant differentiate between a little complaint and deep hatred ,i feel so sorry for you that even though u are at your twenties but your EQ is as low as a idiot,which by the way i find it a insult to have an idiot to judge me.

2010-03-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

2010-03-22T06:34:00.001-07:00

A moment ago i was still hesitating whether to blog or not but in the end i decided to.Well went to KL last week,enjoyed the trip,ate lots of food.
Term 2 of school starts today,and focus study started basically like office hours 8am-515pm everyday.Days is flying pass and "O"levels are drawing nearer and undeniable the stress level is building up,honestly i am not confident of scoring well but right now i could only try my best. The funny thing is i am seriously lacking of motivation to study although this is my senior year cum final year,really hate myself for that.
Disappointment from time and time makes me so tired,makes me wanna to give up but i know i cant.Right now if you ask me how do i feel about these hectic schedule of mine,i can tell you i am scared,i am stress and seriously lacking of confident.Been thinking lots of "What If",what if i flunk my "Os",what if i cant get into poly of my choice and lots of stuff,just the thought alone is making me freaking out.Blog is a good place to rant or share your thoughts but am i flooding too much emotion in my blog?

2010-03-22T06:21:00.001-07:00

Well i thought the lyrics is really beautiful and since i got nothing to blog(well actually the fact is i am lazy)so i am blogging lyrics now:)

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You lyrics

Everybody needs inspiration, 
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy... 

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I... 
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I... 
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I... 
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I... 
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful... 

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I... 
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.



Lyrics | Miley Cyrus lyrics - When I Look At You lyrics

2010-03-10T03:30:00.001-08:00

I am so gonna catch this!love it!!!!!!almost cried when i read the story

2010-03-08T01:39:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to say,it's all about troubles,despair,frustration and disappointment....I just feel i am really being suffocated by these stuff,seriously i need to BREATH.After suffering some setbacks i am really afraid to try out new stuff cause i thought i am not even capable of maintaining what i have now.Why are maintaining relationships with people regardless of friends or whatever so hard? it's really tough stuff,much more harder than any subjects in school,an art we probably need to spend a lifetime to figure out.Rather depressing uh?Well it is VERY.arhhh really hate this year feel like i am going through a turmoil.when is this gonna end?

2010-02-23T06:26:00.000-08:00

Is infidelity a trend now?I mean tiger woods,john terry and Ashley Cole.......seriously what's wrong with this sportsmen,too fifthly rich to have so many flings or affair?Gosh i am really disgusted by this stuff,especially john terry stealing his best friend girlfriend???yea obviously this dude have no idea what's brotherhood and obviously he is a heartless moron when he don't even admit that his mistakes though the girl aint any angelic figure too.I am so freaking disgusted about Tiger's infidelity and with so many women,but not anymore after john terry affair is exposed,at the very least Tiger admit his mistakes and check into a sex rehabilitation center to save his marriage and family and most inportantly he did not cheat on his best friend.All of us petty know why these douche bag cheated on their wife,but Ashley Cole,i really don't understand i mean Cheryl Cole is like so hot and he is cheating on her????I mean WHAT is happening on this earth?I don't mean men can cheat on their marriage if their wife is not hot or whatever but i find this so ironic.

2010-02-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

After a trillion year of drowning my blog with sad stuff i decided to blog cool and nice stuff today....hehe okay i know crap!Right is justin bieber baby official video!!!!!!!!!!ladies i swear after watching the video,he is gonna melt you.Haha cool dance steps too:DDDDD

2010-02-02T00:59:00.000-08:00

Nowadays,i swear the amount of stress in school is driving me nuts.Right now i do feel like breaking down,other than the stress i am facing for the upcoming "O"levels,there are many other problems too,dun wanna elaborate much."Live is not always a bed of roses" how true is that,the amount of work you put in does not equivalent to get what you actually deserve,in conclusion we are actually living in a unfair world.I smile and appeared fine but at times deep down me i feel so terrible,so upset but not many know about this.I always see myself as a rather strong person but i do have my vulnerable times like anyone of out there.Putting up a strong front when you are not strong is definitely the hardest thing to keep up with.I lost faith and believe in things i used to believe in because facts is telling me my efforts are not being recognize,should i go on to believe or just give up?Honestly it's creeps me out when i realized i have those thoughts as these things never flash my mind before,but i came to realized that's part of growing up.Sometimes life do not allow things to go like the way you like and it's already stagnent there you cant do anything to change it,what should you do?

2010-02-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

Things i wanna rant:
-chinese lesson pissed me off
-my homeworks are endless
-I wanna go shopping
-I am so freaking frustrated,so what's your mindset now?
-I wanna go out with tavin and xinyi!
-I need to chill~SERIOUSLY~
-I dun wanna attend poa lesson
-I need to cut down on my diet
-I need to start running for NAFA
Well my deepest apology to my readers as my post will be more for ranting recently(or this year?),so bear with me thx.oh ya removed the tag board since nobody bother to tag.

2010-01-23T22:53:00.000-08:00

decided to revive blogger,well idk when am i gonna closed it again..LOLOLOL
I seriously hate my school schedule,after school is always spending time with hmwk and revision:(
Gotta hang on!10 more months to graduate:)))))))))
Fri:Lesson,focus study,cca and tution.
Lesson:i officially love mr radha lesson!!!!!!!!LOL my fav teacher:DDDDDD
chinese(i mean th lang) sucks:)
focus:like i said chineses sucks
Cca:bad bad bad,dun wanna talk bout it,annoyed by some people.
tution:teacher is nice:)))
Sat:hang out with my np peeps:))))))))
so fun to hang out with them,been too long,since they step down last year.Talk talk talk and cam-whored:)
Bought a new bag:)
Meet sis for dinner,shop for clothes:)
Wanted to train-ed home but the train knock onto something,gotta alight at bradell and everyone has to leave the station due to emergency evacuation as the whole station smell like burning rubber and become super smooky.
Cab-ed home in the end.
Today:rot at home and do hmwk:)

2010-01-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

2010-01-03T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hello!alright school is starting like tomorrow=.="How i wish holidays are longer:(
Anyway went shopping for files,foolscap and pen today,yay! bought an Garnier eye roller and whitening cream plus a sasa lip gloss.......Going broke soon*sobs*
Alright next week is an extremely busy week:(
Mon:After school lunching w/ mad
Tue:movie w/ tavin and xy after school
Wed:After school got OGL meeting then movie w/ sis
Thur:Going to nee Ann and Singapore poly open house after school
Fri:ORIENTATION CAMP!!!!!YAY!i look forward to meet the sec 1s:D
Sat:ORIENTATION CAMP:D
Sun:zzzz at home and homework:(

2009-12-30T10:28:00.000-08:00

Alright,my last post for the year 2009.This year is kinda the biggest turning point of my life,full of ups and down.Thank god i am given chances to realized and repent on some mistakes i made.This people i mention below,always never fail to brighten up my days for 2009.
Thank you shi hwee and yan rong,for being my listening ears and helping me in homework.
Thank you priscilla and amanda,and someone(used to be but now idk)my bffs,always making my days in school awesome with laughter's,secrets,gossips and many many more stuff.
Thank you tavin for always making my day with your crap, listening to my crap when i am feeling lousy and of course the advice u gave me.
Thank you chwan rong for being a wonderful listening ear and your crap,haha.
Thank you sally for always being crappy with me always esp the days we mug at mos for darn exams,and of course with all the stuff we talk about.
Thank you sharon for brightening my day with all the cheeky greeting and of course gossips.
Thank you madeline,u siao kia always making me laugh like crazy in class and lunch time:)
Thank you melody for the xmas card u gave me,well after reading the content ,i can tell you it's actually the best present i ever received.
Thank you xinyi always sharing your stuff with me and i always enjoy talking to you.
Thank you to my sec4 squad mate,i spent a memorable xmas eve with you guys and of course everything we been through in npcc is the best memories i ever had.
Thank you my sec3 juniors for making my days in npcc not being so dull when my squadmate step down.
Thank you to all my teachers who gave me help for retest,mdm Jo,mrs lee and ms christne,thank you so much..........
Thank you to my dad and mom,always being so concern bout me.
Thank you da jie for all the treats though we really quarrels lots.
Thank you er jie for all the treats too and the ultimate adviser when i have trouble.
To all those whom i known,thank you for anyway that really makes my day.
This year i learnt to cherish what i have and really thankful for all the chances i am given.Family are the only people on earth who loves you and stand by you no matter what happen.I hope next year will be a better year and i am looking forward to meet my sec1/4NA next year^^ cuz i am OGL:) "O"level is coming up.
I will work extremely hard for 2010!!!:)))gambateh!

2009-12-24T10:27:00.000-08:00

This year is a year of full of ups and down for me,however this Christmas is one of my best Christmas's i ever ever had.I learnt to be grateful to whatever i have,friends and family are definitely the most precious asset.Today i met up with sally in the afternoon,had a great time with her and NP peeps in the evening.A big thank you to all my friends for their Xmas wishes for me and present,love those1esp melody's Xmas card,well details not for you to know but it definitely warm my heart:)haha gotta end here,i am tired.Last but not the least a
A merry Christmas to everyone out there!:)HOHOHOHO...

when i look at you

2009-12-20T02:29:00.001-08:00

Lyrics

2009-12-15T22:54:00.000-08:00

Even though I have tons of friends, I still feel lonely most of the time. It is because I don't have any that truly understands me. The people closest to me in life (parents, siblings, friends) hardly know anything about me (They don't ask much and I don't tell much). But I have long and enriching and satisfying conversations with random people whom I've met at gatherings or dinners or just by coincidence and I just don't understand why I can't bring myself to tell the 'important' people anything
I am not as optimistic as you guys see me. It kills me most of the time; to maintain that smile and treat it as though nothing happens. I just did it so that the people around me could just cheer up and feel better.
geez,i really do agree to that.

2009-12-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

photo credits,peishwen,huiting and zihao

well had campfire today,it's actually sec2 CL camp but we sec4 just went.Honestly i enjoyed myself at campfire a lot,it's been a long time that i really hang out with my squadmates at campfire,though i am having a terrible sore throat after all the singings.I love campfire as it's always the best of the camp,but i guess it's really fun as sec4s we performed just suddenly w/o any planning actually,quite crappy but i thought thats fun,singing dancing and stuff.After campfire,camwhore-ed with the peishwen,melody,audrey,ezzuan,ziling,huiting,lingmei and others,did millions of jumpshot...LOLOL It's been awhile that i have been so happy,man i am gonna miss campfire w/ RSNPCC sec4 2008-2009 batch CLs:(

2009-12-04T06:58:00.000-08:00

credits,tavin
Warning! Only if you've watched High School Musical. And for the fans, enjoy! LOL

1) High school cafeterias are vast and spacious — leaving plenty of room to spontaniously break into song and dance — and are in no way packed, crowded or uncomfortable
2) It’s completely acceptable for the female drama teacher to walk into the guys locker room where her young male students are showering.
3) A white, 5-foot-9 junior is the best high school basketball player in the state of New Mexico.
4) Creme brulee is a creamy custard that is totally satisfying
5) There’s only one fat person at East High School
6) All Troy could remember was pink jelly
7) In school hallways they put up really big posters of the most popular guy in school so that obsessed girls can sing to it
8) It’s okay to practice incest if you’re acting
9) Students at East High are allowed to work with chemicals unsupervised.
10) Troy’s shower head is very impressed
11) Everyone has a secret, and they have practiced to tell everyone in perfect harmony… while dancing.
12) That girl is named Gabriella, and she is very nice.
13) Kelsi has a magic piano: it not only plays piano but it plays guitar, drums and bass too
14) Lucas is NOT gay… even though he dances, sings, hangs out with his girly sister, wears pink hats, and stares at sweaty basketball players because Disney does not promote homosexuality
15) The hottest gossip is that the new girl and baskeball captain are auditioning for a musical, and that is in no way a euphemism for having sex.
16) In high school, you only have class once a day and it’s only about 10 minutes long. For the rest of the day you can sing, dance, play basketball, make/foil plans, and hide out in secret gardens as much as you want.
17) While alone in her bedroom, they sing. No sex? Really?
18) No one in the ENTIRE school has ever told Sharpay to shut the fuck up. How is that possible?
19) Gabriella and Troy are ‘breaking free’. They are also soaring, flying, and there isn’t a star in heaven that they can’t reach.
20) You can name a kid in the 21st century “Sharpay”
21) Detention is only 15 minutes long… and a boy named Chad will need you to help him countdown the minutes, as he sadly cannot count that high.
22) It’s always good to get extra credit…for college.
23) No one cusses at East High
23) Gabriella can’t have people staring her… she really can’t.
25) Parents do not teach their children that it’s okay to be yourself, only pop songs can do that.
26) Singing and dancing in the hallways is outstandingly normal
27) Playing the cello is very similar to operating a saw.
28) No emos, cutters, or illegal janitors.
29) Gabriella feels AND looks like a girl.
30) Having opera stars’ pictures in your refrigerator helps you lose weight.
31) Kelsi can teach you every note, pitch, and word to a song just by singing the first two lines for you.
32) People are doing stuff, stuff that isn’t their stuff.
33) The second equation should read 16 over pi.
34) Troy doesn’t know that “scared” means the same thing as “afraid”
35) There is only ONE Gabriella Montez on the entire World Wide Web.
36) Ain’t nothin wrong with a basketball playing brother who likes to bake.
37) If you’re the new kid in school, no one is allowed to look at you
38) If you audition for a school play, you send the entire school into pandemonium
39) Chad can make Troy say things.
40) The jazz square is a crowd favorite. EVERYONE loves a jazz square.
41) Even though you’ve only sung to your showerhead you will know how to sing harmony in karaoke.
42) Mountain lions are cute, but you don’t pet them.
43) Some high schools only have 5 adults on campus. That’s how they get away with dancing in the halls.
44) Troy is not just a guy.
45) Apparently the winter musical only requires two cast members.
46) When you’re in love with a stranger, you can memorize lyrics at the drop of a hat
47) Corbin Bleu is pretty much white.
48) If you’re a stressed jock, you need only to go to the school gardens and sing… nobody will find you or pick on you.
49) It’s hard to believe, that I couldn’t see, you were always right beside me!
50) Ryan really wants to meet Ashton Kutcher
51) No one said anything about leotards.
52) If you love a girl enough, breaking and entering into her room is not considered a problem.
53) No one on the basketball team is good at math.
54) Ladders can appear out of nowhere.
55) Chad tried to tell him, he REALLY tried.
56) Sharpay is allowed to have a pink locker while everyone else is stuck with an ugly beige one.
57) Troy rides the bus to school even though his dad works there
58) You can bet, there’s nothing but net, when Zeke is in the zone and on a roll.
59) If you’re gay, you dont know what g-o-d-r-a-m-a-c-l-u-b-! spells
60) If you’re heart has been broken by the most popular guy in school, your locker can open automatically - no combination necessary.
61) Where’s Gabby’s dad!?!
62) Warning bells can be easily mistaken for cell phones.
63) Yes, Troy, you ARE going left.
64) You can have a laptop and a webcam pointing at a person ready to record them and they would NEVER notice
65) It’s better to hear it from Mrs. Darbus now than from your friends later
66) You can go to Kelsi’s house for breakfast and she has a piano.
67) By taking off your lab coat, the red ribbon in your hair can turn pink.
68) Only fat girls like to pop, lock and drop it.
69) You are allowed to cover your microphone with tacky sequins as long as youre the most popular girl in school
70) All stage fright can be cured by the saying “Like kindergarten”
71) What the heck are those two doing in a tree?!
72) You WILL stick to the status quo or everyone will sing to you until everyone else confesses
73) Gabriella loves pi.
74) Troy’s watch is imaginary, but he looks at it anyways and always knows what the time is.
75) Cheerleaders speak a different language than other human beings.
76) Students in high school don’t need backpacks… or books for that matter
77) No one finds it weird that you’re singing a sexual song to your brother/sister
78) It takes Gabriella’s mom and Troy’s dad forever to walk to an auditorium.
79) Throwing basketballs at trees is apparently great for stress relief
80) If you climb up to a chicks balcony that hates you and start singing to her, she will fall back in love with you.
81) People keep outfits in their lockers just in case someone spills nachos on them
82) The pregnant teacher stands corrected.
83) If you wear pink and have blonde hair, you are automatically a malevolent popular girl.
84) All fathers with sons in sports are oblivious to their sons’s other needs and desires.
85) Teachers from different departments always hate each other.
86) Chad has some pretty awesome shirts.
87) Troy is very slow (Come on! Not even ONE kiss?)
88) If you make good cookies, people fall in love with you.
89) A high school can produce 17 musicals in a span of two years
90) It is possible for the random girl you met at a ski lodge on New Year’s to coincidentally move to your school and become your girlfriend
91) Singing absolves a person of any bad thing they’ve done.
92) An entire school’s network can be crippled by the push of a bottom (Taylor must be a really good hacker.)
93) Chili cheese fries and milk are a substantial meal.
94) Interperative dancing is a sign that there is something mentally wrong with you and must see a counselor
95) All practical rules of time and space are lost when Troy and Gabriella hide.
96) The very best way to condemn your friend for singing is to break out into a song yourself
97) If you take your hat off and reveal luscious locks of brown hair you’re instantly beautiful.
98) Gabriella always plans ahead thats how she’s able instantneously change into a semi formal dress and heels for a basketball game.
99) You dont mind linking arms with the school bitch that you hate as long as its the final dance number of the movie.

100) When the entire East High School student body is decked out in red and white, Troy and Gabriella always seem to be in blue. Until the finale when they finally catch on.

H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S

2009-11-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

watch already!hehe sneak preview lurh!it's awesome movie!though i pity my jacob,man thats sad!i would reconmend everyone to watch,watching 2nd round again!too good!

2009-11-25T01:18:00.000-08:00

math you are really the biggest bitch i ever ever seen.

2009-11-23T08:33:00.000-08:00

Went to see mdm Jo today,honestly not much to comment.Honestly i can only say the word"confident"has become so distance to me,losing confidence in whatever i do.I don't know what i can do now,kinda lost my direction in life,struggling to get out of the forest that i am trap in.It's like i don't even know what is my next step,to be brutally honest to myself,i don't even know that if my decision of my next step is a right step or wrong step,to put it plainly i lost confident in the decision i made.Maybe the past decision i made has been really wrong,one biggest mistakes is the NATT class,been really hard on me as my math and sci suck to the core.I really hate to dissapoint people ,it's the worse thing that can ever happen,sad to say i did.Well i ought to really sort out my thoughts and calm myself down and think carefully on what i wanna do next.

2009-11-20T23:31:00.000-08:00

Basically i wanna catch all this movies!

2009-11-20T23:21:00.000-08:00

“Science and religion are not enemies. There are simply some things that science is just too young to understand. So the Church pleads stop, slow down, think wait. And for this, they call us backward.”
— Angels & Demons

Movie,I Love You, Man
Peter Klaven: Did you know that the best night I've had in the last 5 years is a night that Zooey and I split a bottle of wine, we made a summer salad and watched "Chocolat" together?
Sydney Fife: You mean "Chocolate"?
Peter Klaven: Chocolat.
Sydney Fife: Chocolate with Johnny Depp.
Peter Klaven: Chocolat.
Sydney Fife: You're not fucking French Pete, it's called "Chocolate".
Peter Klaven: Chocolate's got an 'E' on at the end.
Sydney Fife: That was your favorite night?
Peter Klaven: Yes.
Sydney Fife: Your best night in 5 years is watching "Chocolate" with Johnny Depp? You should be ashamed of yourself.
Peter Klaven: With the combination of wine and summer salad and "Chocolat", yeah!
Sydney Fife: [Quietly] You should be embarrassed.

2009-11-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Adam Lambert - Time For Miracles lyrics

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming
You know I can hear it, hear it in your soul
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know it's time... 

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know that 
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't, I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up on us
I ain't giving up, no
Oh I ain't giving up on us



Lyrics | Adam Lambert lyrics - Time For Miracles lyrics

2009-11-18T04:56:00.001-08:00

i love this song!

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face, 
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.



Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

2009-11-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

Phew finally exams is over,i could finally let my hair down.Now i can only Cross my fingers for the result.Well about the test dint wanna comment much though i thought there are a few unfair stuff going on.Exams over i guess it's time to face the music and then how i realized how coward i am,afraid to face my problems.Honestly i have been feeling depressed about some friendship stuff,conclusion is i am simply a loser in the game of friendship,maybe i have been a lousy friend after all.I guess no one understand that kind of feeling,lousy,lonely helpless????i don't know?Don't ask me the reason cuz i am also trying to figure out too.Watch 2012 today i think it's really good,it has been a long time that i watch a awesome movie.It's kinda showing the ugly side of human being in when disaster happens however,it does also show how people can from all walk of life can come together to be united.I wonder IF this is a real situation how would us,the human being living in this reality world react?will the rich just pay a billion to get a ticket to escape in some special ship and leave those who cant afford to perish or help everybody?This is a question for you guys to ponder about.Well of course i do not want the world to end at 2012 cuz i still have not accomplish goals in my life.Shall end here.ciaos!sharing this song with you guys, time for miracle.my favorite song:)it's at the next post

2009-11-03T05:29:00.000-08:00

well i decided to revive my blog..nothing much to update,been mugging for retest and i am really goingt nuts cuz i dun wanna retain(jesus!like who wants to).Something is really weighing much on my mind,i just wish everything can go back to the past..........To be honest this few month has been horrible,though everything seem good but it's just like a hidden current at the bottom of the sea............Though i have the support of really good pals and i do want the friendship of someone,well we shall see how it goes ..........Well shall concetrate on my retest,i dont wanna let my mom,dad,sis and friends like shi hwee and others down..........so shall buck up now!

2009-10-10T05:04:00.000-07:00

Pain, it comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday. Then there’s the kind of pain you can’t ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else; makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it… and for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.—Grey’s Anatomy

We’re so arrogant, aren’t we? So afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. We don’t realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone. Someone who doesn’t drive you to commit murder or doesn’t humiliate you beyond repair.—PS I Love You

am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I’ve led a common life, there are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I’ve succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived…I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul and for me… that has always been enough.—The Notebook

Maybe I don’t understand people, I don’t see things. So, maybe I just don’t get what’s going on with you or why you’re so mad. But, I do think it’s awesome. I think that George joining the army is awesome.—Arizona Robbins

I think it’s important to take the time to tell the people you love how much you love them while they can hear you.—Meredith Grey

2009-10-01T23:39:00.000-07:00

It’s called falling in love for a reason – because, inevitably, you crash at the bottom.”
— Jodi Picoult, Second Glance
credits,kaiyuan

2009-10-01T23:36:00.001-07:00

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
well posting this quote i mean something that is happening in my life now,no personal attacks but well those who know the reason yea great!haha
credits,kaiyuan

2009-10-01T22:31:00.001-07:00

Alright singaporean should heard of beyonce comments on singapore after last week F1 thingy.Well hello if you say singaporeans does not understand english well,i guess you need to do a checking with the cambridge unversity,if we dont understand how are we going to write those essays and read those question,it's ENGLIGH!Well different countries have different accent ,language have no boundaries.Well maybe the way singaporean speaks normally gives foreigners a big question mark but come on if you go to a foreign country how would you understand their slangs so same for singapore case.Beyonce she is a diva and i adore her but her comments stings,though i prefers hollywood movie over local tv but i just feel that comment is rather insulting.Not UNDERSTANDING or NOT SPEAKING PROPERLY have a differnce.Alright enough of those,the weather today is like wanting to barberque humans alive well thanks to the global warming.Today chemistry one word to describe,SUCKS!ok CIAOS

Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown, No Air Live on Idol Gives Back

2009-09-24T03:36:00.001-07:00

Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown, No Air Live on Idol Gives Back

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2009-09-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

Found some interesting quote.

“A best friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you’ve had.”-unkown

“A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they’re not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they’re not so bad”
— Arnold H. Glasgow

2009-09-23T02:37:00.001-07:00

this song is sooo nice...i really really love it

Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You

2009-09-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

ok VMA @NY is rather cool esp,beyonce performance:)She is so awesome!Janet jackson did great too for the tribute to her beloved brother michael jackson.Kayne West is really a jackass,in my opinion.Spoiling a 19 year old(taylor swift) good moment when she is making her acceptance speech,it really pissed me off,and of course others.In another words he is RUDE.Though he think that "single ladies" is better than "you belong with me"but he could actually tell thoses paparazi after the show but he just ran up and say to taylor swift that beyonce deserve the award more than she do,thank god the crowd boo him.Anyway taylor swift did a great job for her"you belong with me"music video,i love it!it's so awesome!Of course i also love beyonce's "single ladies"LOLOLOL so cool!!!!!!!Beyonce is really a diva,she ask taylor swift on stage to finish her acceptance speech(well kayne west spolit it halfway when it's her turn)when it's actually her own turn to speak when she receive her Video of the year award,that's really sweet of her.

Well gotta study later if not i am going to be dead meat!TOODLES

2009-09-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

oh shall update to please myself since nobody is browsing.Ok today went to Victoria theatre to watch a dance performances w/ sis,ok not boring but not nice too.............Well some Singaporeans should seriously learn something call etiquette,exp do not talk when performances is going on,why am i saying this???because sitting behind me there is 2 seriously rude assholes,while performance is going on they were commenting on the performers and making some personal attacks at them.Hello!if u 2 are that great u 2 shall do the dancing and i am sure it's gonna be awesomely SUCKY,and what is it gonna to do if other people are straight or not?it's actually none of your bloody business.Stop behaving like a dick if you want please do it at home .I am not saying i love the performances but at least basic manner to abide in the theatre,it's Victoria theatre mind you!and the two douche bags talking had irritated many people and they seriously behave like a 三八.Phew i feel so much better now.ok i am really getting old,recently i keep getting backaches,well guess i have a 61 year old bones hidden in a 16 year old body.ROFL ok gotta do serious revision tommorow if not trouble is gonna be knocking on my door...LOLOL whatever.CIAOS

2009-09-16T01:07:00.000-07:00

School-ed as usual,exams is like coming so fast,i really dread this kinda of moment.My phone was confiscated on mon but i got back on tue:)Lucky me.This kinda of hectic lifestyle makes me feel like a fish gasping for oxygen.我就是少了要努力的冲动,thats so frustrating.Homework,lesson and teacher constant reminder of EOY makes me dread school.Promotion of NATT freaks me out,i seriously regretted why i choose NATT.I do not know if it is because of the stress or what,i am always hungry recently.I seriously think i am a failure,failed as a student,failed as a friend.Haix nothing seem to be right.well nothing much to update,i shall be a good girl study for sci EOY.CIAOS!

2009-09-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

How to start my post for the day???well about that matter i thought a lot so i am kinda enlighten,what's yours will be yours,no point keeping when things just cant go on.i would not say i am 100% alright but yes just come to a point that i had thought it through.Maybe both of us will be happy in this way,well maybe not for me ya i dont know,even things has come to this point but as a friend if u are happy w/ now i am alright with that.Of course i do not want things to stay this way but let's see when time goes by.Shall let the nature goes it's way.Thank you lingmei for your advice because i feel so so much better after confiding you and yes i will let go slowly and move on.I always believe in a thing,when god closed a door for you,he will leave another door open for you.I hope i still can believe in this faith.To be honest thats not the 1st time i am going through all this but i would say this time i lost and lost badly.Ok enough about those sally that kido is sooooo lame.ROFL alright recently i speak like a bitch ok whatever i just hope i don't stay that way cause i don't like that.ROFL ok end here nothing much to say.Smile always!That will be my motto.CIAOS!

2009-09-11T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today went for parade,slack as usual.I see sec2s cc,attitude and drill i want faint!well heng i am not the CLs taking them,break a leg!sec3s whom are taking them..LOL ok i 1st time taking sec1s today,i realised i cant take sec1 cuz i totally no patience,i really admire those people who take sec1s.tsk tsk.........Sally and i never gotta slack cuz today there are just much to do...Dodadada lalalal ,ok end for the day,i am so tired and recently i behave like a bitch.omgzzz..LOL ok ciaos!

2009-09-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

sally is influencing me to be childish...ROFL

2009-09-07T05:53:00.001-07:00

Right now i hate this part,whatever i am going through but i guess i dont have the choice.Alright i need to stuck myself w/ the mountain of homework because of the boo hoo exam..):but whatever!Life needs to go on no matter what.

2009-09-06T00:16:00.000-07:00

i guess our bridge has burnt down.Well as for the chalet,different opinions and different view,no right or wrong.I wont get upset about that,i tried everything and i am as exhausted now.I guess it's time to let go as no matter how hard i tried it's not going to help in anyway. No matter how i tried i got a bad response and i guess i cant take that anymore.Everyone got their limits i guess that is it.Maybe it's just the fact that we are not meant to be good friends in a sense.It's good to be honest and yea since u seriously dislike me i would appreciate that u dont post thing between u n me on your blog,if there is anything just tell me/email or just tell pris to convey message because there aint a need to tell the whole world.No meaning of sacastism but since we already lay all our cards on the table so i am telling u that.

i used to think i had the whole world but only to realised i lived in a bubble world.I guess things change ,people change and that is it.I will give up on trying.

2009-09-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

if you are able to go back to the past,What changes will you do to change your present life?

You might be surprised that it's difficult to answer.Well my answer,i wanna change a ton of stuff in my life.Example ,if i known this would become like that i would not have lost my temper that day.Life is full of regrets but we cant dwell on the past but should move on.I thought a lot recently,though we can dwell on regrets but we could at least salvage the situations.Reading a lot of books change my thinking,perspective of life,life goal , how to see things from different angle ,how to give and take,how to love and treasure people around you ,how you see things in bigger picture and why people should be forgiving many more things.Reading a book is not just reading
and enjoying the stories,we could actually learn life stories there.Recently something really really bad happen and i had been racking my brains to salvage the situation,friends for almost 4 years,i don't wanna lost you as a friend and i just wanna tell you that your friendship means a lot to me maybe not to you.There are many misunderstanding in the air that i wanna clear up but would you give me the chance?

HECTIC

2009-09-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

Today is an exhausting day for me....Lessons from early in the morning,later on focus study.After that while others went on home to enjoy their sweet friday afternoon,poor me gotta go for cca,going cca has been bored to me,well the reasons are my squadmates(who had step down from cca)are not there anymore ):and i bascially got nothing to do,another words wasting my life away.Neverthless today was not so bad at all,plan to slack but miss Fu asked me to assist kevin in in the sec2 cc test so helped him,well did nothing much just crap and joke a lot w/ the sec3s.Today cca is relatively good,because the muslim students gotta go home to break fast so everyone was released early thats why i am blogging here if not most prob i will be dying at my own sofa...LOLOLOL well i gotta so study tomorrow cuz the dreadful EOY exams are comming,screw you darn EOY!The only thing to look forward in my life nowdays is to watch a movie in a while cuz i am stuck w/ school and homework everyday,thank god there are inventions like TV,HP and MP3 if not life is gonna be damm bored...well end her.CIAO!

2009-08-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

well ok to let me just blog to please myself cuz mine is a dead blog since no ones tag....LOLOLOLOLOL.I went on a shopping spree w/ sis yesterday,bought a pair of shoes,a bag,a dressand a shorts.^^ ok well life recently have not been easy.I got tons of work to do and my common test my weak subjects i got a big improvement well my stronger subjects are like shit.Argh EOY is freaking me out.Secondly well a friendship buisness,i care a lot ,argh i dunno i am lost and i am really really at my end wits.Though some stuff is already alright but somehow i dont feel 100% alright.hiax i am feelin very very vexed right now.hungry now):i wanna catch bandslam,time traverler wife on 3rd sept,aliens in the attic at 9 sep.anyone interested please tag or sms me.

2009-08-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

I will keep going.Time will solve everything and there are tons of misunderstanding betwwen th 2 of us.i need to screammmmmmm.Cant take it any longer!

2009-08-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

this song gives me a lot of strength.Yes life is a climb.The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking,
sometimes they knock me down but
no I'm not breaking.
I may not know it
but these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most
just got to keep going.
And I,
I got to be strong,
just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move,
always going to be an uphill battle,
sometimes I'm going to have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there,
ain't about what's waiting on the other side,
It's the climb.Yea i am going to be strong.

2009-08-21T22:59:00.000-07:00

no matter how bad life is now, i am still able to find reasons to smile..

Right now i feel horribly terrible inside me but bcuz of you guys, my other friends,i am stll able to smile.

2009-08-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

zac efron's smile can make all the girls faint.

2009-08-05T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ashley Tisdale - What If lyrics

Don't speak
I can't believe, this is here happening
Our situation isn't right
Get real, who you playing with
I never thought you'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side

When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
You're always ready to give up and never turn around

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything
I can trip and you let go like that
And everything that we ever were
It seems to fade, but not the hurt
'Cause you don't know the good things from the bad

When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight

Every time I speak you try and stop me
'Cause every little thing I say is wrong
You say you're noticing, but you never see
This is who I really am but you can't relate
Makes me wanna know right now if it's me you'll live with out
Or would you change your mind?

What if I need you

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a...

Oh baby what if I need you

Yeah, yeah

What if I need...
What if I need you

Oh what if I need you

If I need you, you you



Lyrics  Ashley Tisdale lyrics - What If lyrics

2009-08-04T03:07:00.000-07:00

School is biatch as usual.Well i would be starting every post with that word.seriously who would not agree especially in sec4.Phy lesson was boring but a miracle happen today i actually know how to do the question*clap clap*humanities is like lullaby making me sleep but the teacher voice definitely don't sound soothing.Bendan rong pass me his earpiece today but the dumb dumb ear piece dint work.=.=".Prelims result gonna be out soon,going to meet my doom soon cuz i think i will flunk.Going to schools puts me off,school blues can you go away from me?):motivate me someone?and do tag if you log in cuz my tag boared looks like it already have spider webs and spider descendant there.

2009-07-31T22:15:00.000-07:00

You sheltered me from harmKept me warm

kept me warm

You gave my life to me

Set me free, set me free

The finest years I ever knew

Were all the years I had with you

And…(Chorus:)I would give anything I own

Give up my life, my heart, my home

I would give everything I own

Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love

What it’s of, what it’s of

You never said too much

But still you showed the way

And I knew from watching you

Nobody else could ever know

The part of me that can’t let go

And…(Chorus:)I would give anything I ownGive up my life, my heart, my home

I would give everything I own

Just to have you back again

(Bridge:)Is there someone you know

You’re loving them so

But taking them all for granted?

You may lose them one day

Someone takes them away

And they don’t hear

The words you long to say

(Chorus:)I would give anything I ownGive up my life, my heart, my home

I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

Just to touch you once again

2009-07-31T22:03:00.000-07:00

well everything recently dosent seem to be right,i am really really unhappy recently but i guess i dont really have anyone to turn to.How i hate my present life,stress become a big part of my life,worrying about promotion to sec5 and many stuff.argh!it's such a agony.everyday had really been hectic for me,which means no life.School,exams,homework,revision and sleep.I guess my only entertainment is my computer and once in a while a movie.C'mon i really need a break ,i really wish time would stop or at least slow down.I miss the times in sec2,though cca trining is hell but days back then seem to be carefree unlike now,seeing everyone so uptight about academic now i feel so guilty that i had not been working hard,worse i do not have any inspiration now to study.I know it's a long post but it's kinda ranting.

2009-07-29T21:32:00.000-07:00

Seriously school is seriously bitch.I really dreaded school.exams exams and exams,wtf.It kinda freak me out when everyone is working so hard..zzzzz i dun wan history to repeat again.:(

school used to be a fun house but exams and teachers turn it into chool of evil clowns.

2009-07-29T00:25:00.000-07:00

IT USED TO BE A FUN HOUSE,NOW IT'S FULL OF EVI CLOWNS.

2009-07-24T08:42:00.001-07:00

TOMORROW CAN WAIT FOR SOME OTHER DAY TO BE.

2009-07-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

Today i am really really guilt-stricken cause i drop pris phone cover into a drain.i dont wanna elaborate about it.Mood for the day is really bad!especially history class pissed off with those malay bitches.please shut your stupid mouth bitches.haix today i had a bad day.

2009-07-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

omgzzz astonished when i read faclin blog about her yonger bro.Omgzzz i understand your situation now,well i had to agree with you your yonger bro is really naughty,well whatever i say i DONT mean it(you know what i mean)...hehehe.......LOL well still let me tell you gal,sisters esp older sister,sometimes they could be nice,but they can be a WITCH at times or most of the time?lol*opps!*LOL i really meant it ,every sibilngs have their own problems,so no worries,just find the roots of the problem and solve it with the right way and if needed to rant come find me ok???LOL eh i mean it leh no joking .

my ulcers are killing me!T.T

2009-07-17T07:55:00.001-07:00

i loveee the song,its nice.

Michael Jackson You Are Not Alone Lyrics

2009-07-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

17TH BELLE!
BEST WISHES TO YOU...
FACE DONT RED OK...lol

ok i got a fren who is really really in deep deep trouble with her boy,a lot of frens including me persuade her to leave that boy but she still went back to him though he is a BASTARD,hopeless,it's disheartening but it's her choice haiz.Ok tell you guys faclin is a bad girl...LOL haha faclin you noe why arh...LOL i wan mc on mon,tue and thur!!!but i dun wanna be sick...thats so ironic of me...tsk tsk...LOL anyway i watch harry potter yesterday,awesome movie!!!!i loveee it,ron is soooooo cute...LOL i would rate 5/5...LOL anyway those 4/4 kids officially scares me,cuz they are soooo hardworking and they bring their book around to mug,omg i feel so ashme of myself as i had not been doing anything useful since start of 2009!!!muz work hard le.aza aza!fighting!

2009-07-15T06:54:00.001-07:00

ArHHH i got a day mc todae=)but i am seriously sick,got a terrible sore throat.Darn the stupid doc,onli gv me a day mc,my throat hurt like thousands of horse ripping my throat.Waste my time at the polyclinic,make me wait for a million years,stupid polyclinic no efficincy.Hell is starting tommorrow AGAIN!wth!arhhh god please bless me a fever tommorrow so that i can visit the darn doc to get mc agin.=)hehehe................Heard that meiling and kit went get mc today,arhhh sooo gud,they can be spare from the 8-245 hell day!wtfffffffffff..........bless me people!

2009-07-12T03:53:00.000-07:00

well to start off with my post today,NOTHING SEEM TO BE RIGHT TODAY.I just realised how pathetic i am,i just cant communicate with my mom lately,whatever i said she just cant understand.I can understand she feel uncomfortable after her eye surgery,but mom since the doctor allow you to discharge that means that you are ok just you need a bit of rest.We can help you w/ the house work and everything,but please stop acting like a kid,complaining about everything,Stop venting your frustration on me and sis,sis had to work i have school,we cant be there for you 24/7.I have my own problems which i really found no one to relate to or rather to say my problems are too much that i do not even know where to start i do not want anybody to worry bout me cuz i think i am capable to handle myself,i need some space at home so give me the space i need plaese! Everything i said to you i have my reasons for that,sorry but the way you act like is like just a way to exploit us to help u with the housework which you usually do.well usually we have to study and work,we dont have the time to help you,sometimes we did help u so stop saying as if we did not help you.arhhhhhhh if things go on the way like now,i will go CRAZYYYY i swear i will.Prelims,the word i dreaded the most,is comming and comming really fast!awww those exams just puts me off.well ok shall stop her if i carry on the post i may just go bonkers.i do not even know who i am any more,i really need time to sort things out and i think i will be ok,it's really ironic i could help my friends w/ problem but i had difficulty handling my stuff.Btw prisy and fac 16 july are we watching harry potter.do reply me on tagboared or just tell me lar in sch or sms me.

2009-07-11T00:46:00.000-07:00

i love both the song,it has so much meaning that really touch people heart.RIP micheal jackson.

2009-07-10T02:42:00.000-07:00

well i had been rather frustrated lately.Seriously i dunno where to start.Well i seriously think that i suck at maintaing human relationships,people are so complicated,and you never know what they are thinking.I am tired,tired of guessing what's on people mind.I need to scream!!!!!Exams stress had been freaking me out,last year i learnt my lesson i dun wan a repeat situation again,i am worry for my math and sci,the most 2 important subject that decide my promotion to sec5.arh what should i do?i have no motivation to work hard,something please inspire me.My mom is getting on my nerves.:(

2009-07-10T02:10:00.001-07:00

okok tell you guys why i set up the private blog.well lots of things i cant really elaborate at th open blog.anw if you guys had log in do tag.